Searching For Infinity

no “going out” doesn’t always mean I’m going to a party.

I could be taking my dog for a walk for all you know.

~Haters~

controlled-aggression:

Has sucked. Probably no job this summer, single again, and I’m losing friends. What else you got, Life?

I love you. You aren’t losing anyone

Thinking about everything.
This past year has been crazy. I officially ended an on going 2 year relationship with someone last May. And I was strong enough to say no to doing the distance shit. I have officially been over the relationship. I think. I seriously have helped with relationship advice for him. And helped him figure out what to do with a girl over in CO. I think this is my time to say I’ve finally found closure within everything. I have been single for 6 months now. It doesn’t sound long. But I have been in relationships consistently since the middle of 2008. I dated someone for nine months then dated someone for 2 years. Then dated a lot since Nick. I was afraid of being alone. Now it’s okay. It’s fine. I’m content. I’ve found peace in mind with this lonely shit. I’m not even sure if I want something serious right now. I just want me and you. Whoever you is. I don’t need a label. I need just us. If that’s possible. I just want something exclusive. I want someone. That’s all.
But if not.
I’m great :)